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Whether you are chatting with a friend who just landed that big opportunity or scrolling through social media, we’ve all paused and thought, “must be nice.”

Maybe we have that same stab of envy when someone has a swanky car, that great job promotion, or that perfect family.

We tend to dive into this mindset when we are feeling low and have a hard time seeing anything great in our lives due to our current situation. (Which, by the way, is the worst time to be scrolling through social media.) The “my-life-sucks” mindset tends to block out the positive moments in your life.

“Comparison is the thief of joy,” is the saying that comes to mind if I even have a twinge of the “if only” or “must be nice” urge.

What we see from the outside always looks shinier than what’s behind the mask.

Tragedy brings with it all kinds of struggles and sadness

But it also presents an opportunity and a deeper, more meaningful appreciation of joy. And I don’t think you can understand real joy unless you have experienced real pain. Because that experience teaches you to bookmark and savor moments in your life worth saving because you know how precious they are.

The secret door is a special gift for those of us who’ve experienced an unimaginable loss or tragedy. It’s full of wisdom and insight.

It was fuzzy for me at first

It came into focus in the months after we lost my son, Charles to suicide. I now see things that I didn’t see before with such beauty and clarity. As horrible as the loss of Charles has been, and it has been brutal, the joy of finding this special gift gave my life new meaning.

The trick to finding the secret door is, quite simply, getting outside your own head. Get outside, get connected, and do something outside your comfort zone.

No one can do that 100% of the time. But like anything else, the more you practice it, the better you get at it. Comparison envy isn’t going to help you find that because there are times you simply need to stop scrolling and start living.